And the reason why I feel somewhat reassured about everything being allright is bc I am EXHAUSTED all the time! I sleep 7 hours of sleep (which used to be my normal-felt fully refreshed amount) and I instead feel like I slept 3 hours on a highway. I fall asleep at 8 or 9 pm on the couch almost every night. Last night, I missed the end of Desperate Housewives (one of my favorite shows) bc I feel asleep during it...last Tuesday, I turned on and promptly slept through the Duggars (another one of my favorite shows). So I am thinking that some little person....perhaps about 1 inch long...is stealing all my energy!! And as tiring as this exhaustion is, it reassures me that everything might really be going allright. But thats not my only reassurance.
I also am having these cravings. First, I had to slather hot sauce on everything! I was having it on breakfast, lunch AND dinner!! I would be thinking about it all the time and I swear as soon as I thought about it, my mouth would water. It was absolutely insane. And then all of the sudden, I had hot sauce the other day and bleh. Whats the big deal? I'd rather have eggs. Oh those glorious eggs. I start eating two for breakfast EVERY morning (as opposed to a couple times a week) and I just can't wait for them! And then I think about how good they were the rest of the day. And how much I can't wait to have some more tomorrow. And how I REALLY want some more right now. But thats okay, I will settle for pizza. But only pizza with salad all over the top of it. Just a little bit of balsamic vinagrette on top of salad, but PILE that salad high up on my pizza! So good. Weird I never thought of this combination before. I wonder why? And then I start to feel a
So for now, although I can't see that baby is doing fine, I will continue to hope for the best, while feeling reassured by my nonstop longing for more sleep, eggs, and salad topped pizza! :)